Off to work I go!

Well the dreaded day of going back to work has come and gone! That means I survived! Woot!

I went back to work the night of Easter. I work nights as a Registered Nurse in the ICU. So our Easter wasn't as enjoyable as it could have been because I was full of nerves, anxiety and sadness. I made sure everything was ready and laid out for work, for Nick who takes care of him at night, and for his Mom who watches him during the day. I had lots of people praying for me during this time! Thank you all!

I am not going to lie...there were tears! Lots of them! The most I had been away from my little guy was 3 hours! I couldnt imagine 12+ hours! I made sure Nick texted me updates and pictures. It doesnt help my first two nights back were very busy and overwhelming! It made the time go by fast, but it took a couple nights to get back into my grove. My co-workers were great and helped ease my anxiety etc. I also have a great boss that understands how hard it was for me to be away from Nico, the need to pump, and any schedule changes I might need.

Typical night/day for me.
6pm: Leave for work
7pm: Start shift
10pm-12am: Find time for first pumping session
4am-6am: Find time for second pumping session
730am: Shift ends
800am: Home, pump again
830-1030am:Nap
11ish: Pick up Nico (Love how happy he is too see me)!

If I have to work 2 nights in a row (which I'm trying not to do, unless I have to, because it's too long to be away from Nico. Also, hard to have everything prepared and ready for basically 2 full days/nights), I would sleep 830-300pm and pick him up around 330pm and then get a couple hours with him before I leave again.

The pumping at work  has worked out. At first I did 3 sessions, but with being a nurse it can be very busy and unpredictable that I made sure to do at least 2 sessions. I think 2 will be enough because I pumped the same amount in 2, that I did for 3.

I am so thankful for my mother-in-law who watches Nico during the day! She also watches our nephew Andrew who just turned one. She has her hands full and loves those little guys so much! I know she loves to watch them and we are so grateful!

Nick has also been great! He has Nico all night, including his night time feeds. Nick is doing great and has really become hands on. I know he loves the special times he gets with Nico by himself.

We had one scare a week ago. It was Sunday night and I had only been at work for a half hour and I had a missed call from Nick. Stomach drop. He NEVER calls me at work, and wouldn't unless it was very important. Well I guess he was giving Nico his bath and halfway through he started screaming! It was his feeding time, so he got the bottle ready and started to feed him. He took about one ounce and then screamed again and started throwing up! Throwing up like he had never seen before and he would not stop screaming. He didn't know what to do with him because he has never done that before. So he called me. I didnt answer so he called his mom. Thankfully she lives 2 miles away and was able to help Nick and come over. I was able to call Nick back and hear everything that happened and told him to check his fever....none. Then I told him to give him some gas drops. He probably had a really bad stomach ache, gas or little bug. The gas drops helped and Nonna rocked him to sleep and he was fine! Phew! I felt so helpless and just wanted to hold my lil guy. He was in good hands at least. Ugh. I can't imagine when he is really sick. :( Dont want to think about it.

Well thats it for now. I love being able to take on working and being a mom! Working hard and then coming home to Nico makes it so much sweeter. I love having something to look forward to when work is done. God has surely blessed us with our careers and families. We are so grateful!

3 months

This big boy turned 3 months on April 4. Wow he is getting so big and so fun!! I don't have any stats on his weight or length, but if I had to guess anywhere from 13-14 lbs. Who knows. Dr thinks he could be tall and lean like his daddy.

He's just about done with his 3 month clothing and totally out of his 0-3 months clothes. He is laughing and smiling so much!! He loves having his clothes taken off. He giggles soooo much at that time. I think we are going to have a kid that loves being naked!

He still is waking up at night. I was hoping he would be outgrowing this, but I guess he loves to see his momma at 1 am. He still goes down great at 8pm. He also is still swaddled. Some nights I feel he really hates being swaddled and is constantly breaking free, and others its the only thing that gets him to sleep right away. It's a love-hate thing.

He is so strong! He loves being upright and standing on his feet! And he'll let know that he wants to stand. His arms and legs are constantly moving. We have a feeling he is going to be a mover and keep us on our toes early! We will see!

He got baptized on March 25th. It was a great time celebrating this special time with our families. He did so great! I was getting nervous for him before it was his turn because they baptized 5 people before him and saved him for last! But he did great and didnt make a peep! He just tried to lick the water off his face! We had a lunch afterwards with our families and enjoyed a rainy afternoon.

We had a hotel stay we had to use by end of March, so we made sure to use it. It was Nico's first hotel stay! We stayed at the Westin Bonaventure in Los Angeles. It had a great view of the city. We were on the 27th floor. It was very neat! Fun to get away and just relax as a family! 

Happy boy!

Nico has so much fun playing with his cousin Andrew. We had a fun little photo shoot with the two boys in their matching outfits!

We got some good ones, then they were over it! lol

The Lambs came over to meet Nico and see our house! Love this family! They are so fun and have the cutest 2 year old twins! They had fun exploring our backyard and house. It gave us a taste of the things Nico will get into one day. 



Love this boy!

Kidney stones VS. Labor

Aww the great debate! I started getting kidney stones during my pregnancy...you can read about that Here It was a never ending battle that resulted in double the ER visits, double the kidney ultrasounds and double the pain. It was awful! Not going to lie! I was uncomfortable allllll the time and could take nothing worth talking about! I was passing stones days before I gave birth, and even more days after giving birth. Those ones were larger too. Figures....baby out.....big stones out! Errr.

So during my whole pregnancy I heard that passing stones was really preparing me for labor. Okay great, weeks of agonizing pain to help me in the grand finale! Yay :/ But also a real YAY! because maybe I was getting some of the hard stuff out of the way! Well I have yet to write my L&D post (I know its been 3 months, I should really get on it before I forget), but I will! Long story short... I didnt go into labor on my own, but I was induced. Well when that pitocin was kicked into high gear, so did the contractions....the pain was unbearable, the worst EVER. Nothing to compare it to. It is in it's own category. Having a high tolerance for pain went out the window. I was told to wait until 4 cm before I could have the epidural and I was yelling for it at 2-3 cm because I was not going to wait until 4! Why be in pain if you don't have too?! That's just my opinion. To each their own. I wouldn't have a tooth pulled without pain meds, why push out an almost 8 lb human being feeling it all?!

Well the answer to the great debate.....Labor is NOTHING like kidney stones! It's worst!! But the end result is so worth it! Maybe stones are a minor comparison for men to relate, but in reality, it's false! I'm sorry men, but you will never know what labor feels like and we will just leave it at that!

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2 months

STATS: 11 lbs 9 oz & 23 in

(1 month: 10 lb 4 oz and 22 in)

This sweet boy has blessed our lives for two whole months now! It has gone by fast but I have made sure to enjoy every moment! Over the past month he has become more alert and enjoys playing in his activity gym and with rattles. He definitely loves to smile and coo. I love when he'll just be cooing to himself. He sounds so happy! He loves having his diaper changed. That's definitely when I really get to talk to him and see a lot of smiles! Love it! Even at 3 am! It's hard to put him back to sleep when he's all smiles. Oh they melt my heart.

He just learned to take hold of his rattle and hold on. He'll just move his arms and the rattle just shakes! It's so cute! He has no idea what he's doing.

I go back to work next month and it's bittersweet! As much as I would love to be home all the time and take care of him, I love my career. I love going to work and making a difference. Working nights will be tiring, but I know I am not missing much as he will be sleeping. Also, my mother in law will be watching Nico during the day on days I need to sleep. I am so fortunate to have her watch him for us. Knowing he is in great hands with someone we know, love and trust makes going to work a lot easier.

Nico is a pretty good sleeper. He will usually get a solid 6.5-7 hours. He wakes up anywhere between 2-4am to eat. Hopefully that will stop soon...who knows! We have him going down at 8-830pm (depends on his last feeding and bath). He's still swaddled and doesn't fight it. He knows it's bedtime when he's swaddled and does great going to asleep. We'll put him down and give him his paci and within 10 minutes he is asleep. No fuss or crying. At 7 weeks we put him in his crib for the first time and he did awesome! Daddy sure had a good nights rest after that!

He gets a bath every other night and he LOVES bath time. He splashes but he doesn't know that he is actually doing it yet. I know the time will come where he does know what he is doing and it's going to be a wet mess! lol. 

Well that's all for now!! Here are some pictures....

First time in the bumbo

Mommy's teddy bear

Daddy burping Nico

2 months old

Love this sweet face!

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Update from 1 month...

UPDATE:
At his one month check up (which was actually one month and 6 days) here are his stats:

Weight: 10 lb 4 oz (53%) (was 7 lb 11 oz at birth)
Height: 22 inch (67%) (20.5 in at birth)

He is right on track and a healthy growing baby boy! His acne has cleared and his sweet smooth kissable face is back!! I can't get over how much I kiss and love on those cheeks!

We go to his 2 month check up on March 2nd, which also means shots :( Good thing daddy will be along to help keep me calm...I think I'll be fine, but who knows! I'm use to giving the shots, not see my baby get them! Booo :(

Some of my favorite pictures....

Love this outfit...he looks so grown up! 6 weeks old

 Ready for the bath....love this face!

Sound asleep...hooked himself. lol (Beanie by Chelsey) :)

Sweet dreams!

After bath...cute lil pout face! Beanie from his Uncle Lando!

Becoming more alert and loves playing with his rattle!